REUNITED AND IT FEELS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

FYI: my  lolo and dad had this stupid misunderstanding before. though it was super mababaw, it hurts my dad a lot. i know naman na even up to now he is still affected eh. alam ko rin namang partly napilitan lang si dadi to go there. first, samin ng kapatid ko. maybe at one point in that span of seven fucking years naisip niya na "what if my kids treat me the way i treat my dad din?" and second, my lolo is very old na. kanina nga when he saw me he said to me "dal--dal--dalaga n-n-na pa-p-pala to! (dalga na pala to!)" eh ang sad 'cause he saw me naman na a month ago. maybe he can't remember it na.

when we were there, everyone's attention was on my brother. he was wearing kasi his claret jersey (cause he had a game kanina before the typar.) aun. malamang sa likod nakalagay ung surname. surname ni dadi, surname ni lolo. so everyone was so kilig talaga. and yes, arom is good-looking ng super. ang kumontra papatayin ko. hmmm, aun. plus i get to see my beautiful cousins. haaaay, beauty runs in the blood eh.? pero god, their brains?!! san galing. my kuya will be studying at harvard. my other cousin is taking up M.E sa ateneo. my other cousin lang naman is running for valedictorian sa st. paul. and my other cousins? haaay, more achievements to come. ohemgeee. eh ako? miriam na nga lang nde ko pa kayang mag DL. hala. i can't forever brag them about my dancing and other i-still-can't-beat-your-brains things. im a loser when im with them.

anyhowww, i go a very beautiful bag from my tita in anaheim. haaay, it's very glamorous and all. it doesn't fit me at all. haaaaay, eto na naman ako. oh well, my brother got a nike rubbershoes. and other sruffssssssss we got. hayyyeii. but my real point in this blog is that i am very happy, my family is together again.

happy birthday lolo, i love you kahit na i don't know if you still know me talaga. my dad loves you don't worry. he just looks strong without you but when he watches wish ko lang and other family-oriented-shows, he cries. swear i have witnessed it, he does. he loves you. mwah.

ung first picture, that's my dad's tita at concubine siya ng isang king ata or prince sa afghan. haaay, don't laugh!!! she's  one of the richest woman i know. and i envy her, she has my titlE: PRINCESS. 

...and to think, hers is reality. 

anhyhooooooow, it was a hell week but mitch's place was heaven. haha. magic sing is the best way to beat boredom. eh? VIDEOKE QUEEN sana ako kaso si mitch nagpractice ata nung nawala kami so 98 siyaaaa. unfair. hehehe. joke lang. :) pictures na nga lang.

one time, i read my previous post and i saw lots of it. sorry. huhu. im so lazy to change it na eh. well, kung naintindihan niyo naman wag niyo nako awayin. hehe.

last saturaday i attended a recollection required in my school. yuh. mmiirrrrriiiiaaaaammm (with matching rolling of the tongue in the letter RRRR) haha. it's our reputation na kasi, maarte, kikay, snob. oh well. enough of it. hmmmmmmmm.... i cried all the time. i had so many realizations in my life. so many things happend that i didn't bother to take a look at. i just went by the flow which is wrong. i have to learn when and how to stop, be considerate of the people around me and aprreciate all their efforts in making my life a better one. i realized that honesty is really the best policy. i am living now in a world full of lies and God is the only truth i have. I went against God's will and that made my life very miserable. whooo. Thank God for that recollection. He once again revealed Himself to me as my one and only savior.

REMEMBER: HAVE REALIZATIONS, NOT REGRETS. 

sorry, but that's something new.

i love you so muchiez brotherfucker. hihi.

PRIDE kills.

TGIF - the girls i love the most.

i remember my dad telling me "Yung mga kaibigan mo nung third year high school ka, sila na yung mga kaibigan mo habang buhay mo!" aaaaaand, im very luck they are the ones i had. at least sila talga ang mga kaibigan ko FOREVER AND EVER. rar.

my third and fouth year days were very horrible. love, life, studies and family. but they were there. seeing them, being able to stand up tall and proud (even in facing some problems too!) i was inspired to go on and live my life and yes, look twice as good as the bitch standing next to me. they are very good persons inside and out. (haha! especially OUT) walang panget sa TG as everyone of us would say to each other. im just greatful that i know that there are people who cared about my existence.

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY DARLS.
I LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES.

Dichi is Love

THANKS, ANYWAY FOR INSPIRING ME AGAIN WITH YOUR POSTS.

        

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAR. i missed my friends.

THAT NIGHT IS THE BEST. REALLY.